The month of September..........

Well this is the month, the month of great change in my life. First I am starting a new adventure at a new job. I will be working for Farmers as a Service Manager. I am very excited and optimistic about starting this new job and I can't wait to see the outcome from is all. Second I am getting married September 25th to the most amazing man in the whole wide world.

My man and soon to be husband.

I can't wait to marry him and start the next chapter of our lives together as Husband and Wife. Our life together is going to be full of joy and happiness, but also hardship and trials. The whole point of coming together as a married couple is to make compromise and work through things and to never give up on each other and always be there for each other. To fight for what you believe in and understand that no matter what you go through to never give up. You may fight and bicker with the one you love and you just feel like giving up and letting go because it doesn't seem worth it. But giving up is just a cop out part of growing up and spending the rest of your life with some one is understanding you now have to share things with that someone and that you don't always get your way sometime you just have to suck up you pride and ego and let the other person in you life have a chance. Society today has given up on a lot of things and if something doesn't go their way they just give up and get a divorce never giving it a chance to see if it may actually work and not fighting for the one you love and to spend forever with the person. Instead you just just take the easy way out and let go. Life isn't perfect, people are not perfect, marriage isn't perfect, and love isn't perfect. But that doesn't mean you stop fighting for what you want and what you believe in.

Its almost here

The love of my life, my prince charming

A month away and I will marry the man of my dreams. After everything we've gone through it seems like everything is finally coming together. I got my dress, he got his tux, we've got the pictures set up, a place to have it, most of our decorations planned out. Its so nice to know that in a month I'm going to be his wife and we're finally going to be a family. I also started on fertility medication to help with my PCOS and there may be a new addition to the family here soon, I'm crossing my fingers. I love John so much and he's been so amazing and such a great support through everything and I couldn't ask to marry a better man.

This is my dress :)

Well this sucks

So today I just got the news from my doctor that I have PCOD which means polycystic ovarian disease. I guess that explains all the pain and misery I've endured over the past 2 years. This just makes life a lot harder for me now. I know we'll figure it out and I have a great doctor and I know he'll do whats best for me. I am so blessed and lucky to have John here to help me and take care of me. Also my amazing friends who always know how to cheer me up. Thank you everyone and I will keep you posted and let you know what the doctor says on Monday when I go in.

And here we go

The two love birds

Well today is the day, I have officially traveled to the blogging world. Never thought I would do it but I decided I would give it a go. So where to begin? I have so many different changes in my life going on and so many more to come. I am engaged to be married to the most amazing man in the whole world. His name is John Tyrell Gordon, he is one of the best things to happen to me. Not to mention my cute soon to be step daughter Brailey, she brightens up my day everyday we have her. We are getting married September 25h. I can wait to be his wife its going to be the most amazing day ever. We already have our own cute little family. We have gorgeous dog named Vixie, we have 3 cats named Kim Shi, Walter (aka Wall-E), and Eva. I have some of the best friends in the world. My best friend since the age of 5 Tara Olene Kershaw, she's been there with me through everything and I hope for much longer. My other super close friends, Sabrina Conti, Mandi Poorman, Nicole Smauldon, and Savannah King, they are the only girls I need. I have the best sister ever her name is Amy Ann and I would be lost with out her. She inspires me every day and I am so blessed to have her in my life. My family is amazing and I love them so much and I wouldn't trade them for anything. Needless to say my life is amazing right now and I'm excited to continue on this adventure.

Our puppy, Vixie she is the best dog in the whole world and a total momma's girl. We found her abandoned and starving and in need of a home and we took her in and she became part of our family and we love her very much.

Me and cute Brailey, she is the joy of my life and she brightens my day every time we have her. I love doing her hair and nails and we have lots of fun together. I love being a step mom and I hope that someday I can have kids of my own just like her.